Honesty with oneself and honesty with each other is the foundation of mutual understanding. There should be no compromises or weaknesses, which always backfire on both.
“But the competition is fictional. His optimized ejaculate reaches a tissue” your wording is masterful!
I still have to finish reading but wanted to say something anyway.
Yes, it’s a cycle like a perpetuum mobile. For me it’s similar but different. I’m pussyfree since over a year, or more. She is the holy unreachable grail. I serve and worship her. Our love is real. She started to supplement with an adequate male. She told me about all the details. This for me is a resource of arousal. Yes it’s competitive framed. I’m comparing myself with him and my sorted position per se is giving me a strong arousal, as much her sexual interest of her in him compared to her sexual interest toward me. I’m sissy, she manages me, she likes my body, she even gives me compliments and thinks I’m sexy, but not in a masculine way. So I managed to transition from porn to tumblr to now almost being free of that habit, as I discovered my fantasy about her, directing me, being the dominant without being cliche, them, cuckolding me, her telling me about and positioning me, gives me a much stronger arousal than casual explicit material that is not aimed at exactly me. And this feeds my masturbation activity. There I almost never allow myself release, as my physical libido is weak and I try to focus my remaining sexual power towards her to show her my affection and desire that I entirely aimed at her. And the other day she said something beautiful: I will always come back to you, even if you’re inadequate! ( the word she got from me reading you’re articles which I share with her sometimes)
What a beautiful picture of womanhood and manhood. We are not loser's we are just made different. Masturbation and PORNOGRAPHY has been a life saver for me 😉😉😍😍😍. My wife does her duty 2 or 3 times a week for me. She has CUM 2 or 3 times in 45 years and doesn't complain. So I use her as a cum dump. She doesn't need more. Thanks for letting me know More about myself.
Honesty with oneself and honesty with each other is the foundation of mutual understanding. There should be no compromises or weaknesses, which always backfire on both.
“But the competition is fictional. His optimized ejaculate reaches a tissue” your wording is masterful!
I still have to finish reading but wanted to say something anyway.
Yes, it’s a cycle like a perpetuum mobile. For me it’s similar but different. I’m pussyfree since over a year, or more. She is the holy unreachable grail. I serve and worship her. Our love is real. She started to supplement with an adequate male. She told me about all the details. This for me is a resource of arousal. Yes it’s competitive framed. I’m comparing myself with him and my sorted position per se is giving me a strong arousal, as much her sexual interest of her in him compared to her sexual interest toward me. I’m sissy, she manages me, she likes my body, she even gives me compliments and thinks I’m sexy, but not in a masculine way. So I managed to transition from porn to tumblr to now almost being free of that habit, as I discovered my fantasy about her, directing me, being the dominant without being cliche, them, cuckolding me, her telling me about and positioning me, gives me a much stronger arousal than casual explicit material that is not aimed at exactly me. And this feeds my masturbation activity. There I almost never allow myself release, as my physical libido is weak and I try to focus my remaining sexual power towards her to show her my affection and desire that I entirely aimed at her. And the other day she said something beautiful: I will always come back to you, even if you’re inadequate! ( the word she got from me reading you’re articles which I share with her sometimes)
What a beautiful picture of womanhood and manhood. We are not loser's we are just made different. Masturbation and PORNOGRAPHY has been a life saver for me 😉😉😍😍😍. My wife does her duty 2 or 3 times a week for me. She has CUM 2 or 3 times in 45 years and doesn't complain. So I use her as a cum dump. She doesn't need more. Thanks for letting me know More about myself.